SuicidalHow could you know?Suicidal by Insaneymaney
How could you possibly understand?
The hurt I feel,
With a blade in my hand.
I hunger for pain,
It cuts deep in my veins,
Crying every night--
Don't come closer,
I might just bite!
Blood gushing and rushing out,
Makes me want to scream and shout
Anger inside, I'm nearly fried.
I shouldn't be here, I shouldn't exist,
I beat myself up with my fists.
Bruises on my face,
I run or I'll be chased.
The sirens are blaring
*Shit!* I start swearing.
In my pocket I pull out a rope
Because I know that for me there's no hope.
Tie it to the bridge, then goes my neck,
Turn my head side to side, just to check.
Jump off without hesitation, it's getting late,
Black tears come from my eyes, black tears of hate.
SuicidalHesitationSuicidal by Felka-wolf
And then the act.
Tied to puppetry
Chained to invisibility
Is the puppeteer.
We're all tied
With the same string
It's how tight we're tied
That affects everything.
The knots of life
Leave some loose
Others simply scathed
While some choke
Life as their noose.
Blackened ropes and bloodied knives
Tempting pills and twisted lies
All they point to is a bloody path
I'm certain I'll end up in Hell for this
My life is insane, and so am I
How I wish I couldn't exist.
I will wake up
One last time
And retell all the lies.
Sunlight burns my eyes
For the last time
Because I know
the last thing I'll see
As I fade into eternity...
With puppet strings around my neck.
I Fell in Love With My Best Friend - True StoryMy sister introduced me to youI Fell in Love With My Best Friend - True Story by Ros-Poz2
And we've stayed best friends ever since then
But something happened along the way
That made my whole life bend
I always loved your humour
The laughs you give and share
But something about you made me feel
That in my heart, something else was there
I battled with myself
Screaming, "I'm no lesbian!"
But no matter how much I tried
I couldn't fight back this unknown feeling
Now, everytime I see you
Despair washes over me
As if I would let you see that
I will do anything not to let you see
I savour the time we're together
Because I know you will never return my feelings
I will keep them inside of me
Hidden under lock and key
Whenever you talk about your boyfriend
How you think you've met the one
I feel my heart knot inside me
And I feel my life coming undone
I am happy for you though
Because I'm still your best friend
And best friends stick together
Forever, until the end.