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How could you know? How could you possibly understand? The hurt I feel, With a blade in my hand. I hunger for pain, It cuts deep in my veins, Crying every night-- Don't come closer, I might just bite! Blood gushing and rushing out, Makes me want to scream and shout Anger inside, I'm nearly fried. I shouldn't be here, I shouldn't exist, I beat myself up with my fists. Bruises on my face, I run or I'll be chased. The sirens are blaring *Shit!* I start swearing. In my pocket I pull out a rope Because I know that for me there's no hope. Tie it to the bridge, then goes my neck, Turn my head side to side, just to check. Jump o

Hesitation Temptation Determination And then the act. Tied to puppetry Chained to invisibility Smiling sadistically Is the puppeteer. We're all tied With the same string It's how tight we're tied That affects everything. The knots of life Leave some loose Others simply scathed While some choke Life as their noose. Blackened ropes and bloodied knives Tempting pills and twisted lies All they point to is a bloody path I'm certain I'll end up in Hell for this My life is insane, and so am I How I wish I couldn't exist. I will wake up One last time Write goodbye And retell all the lies. Sunlight burns my eyes For the la

I put my hand in yours, and i took one step closer to you. I felt your warm, breath gently hit my cheek. I blushed and looked in your eyes... you were looking back. I gently leaned my head into yours and smiled. "I love you." You whispered. I moved my head and gently placed my lips on your soft, pink lips, then moved my head back. I looked over into the horizon. The sun was setting slowly... More slowly than usual. But it was so beautiful and made the mood last. A cool, ocean breeze brushed through my hair as i turned my head... To stare back into her eyes again. You grinned, grabbed my wrists gently and pulled me to the sand with

If I told you how I felt, Would you laugh? Would you cry? Would you hate me? Or would you smile? If I told you what I thought, Would you leave? Would you stay? Would you hit me? Or would you agree? If I told you the way I saw you, Would you scream? Would you hide? Would you call out for help? Or would you say the same? If I told you what I wanted to do, Would you push me away? Would you deny me? Would you turn me down in horror? Or would you let me? If I told you I loved you, Would your parents hate me? Would your family hate me? Would you hate me? Or would you love me back? All I'm asking is a simple question, Are y

"I love you" I can't believe you said that to me. You. The preacher's daughter. Just said you love me. Holy crud. I must have looked like an idiot because well, you surprised me. I couldn't say anything, heck I couldn't even think. You tried to walk away and get to your next class but I stopped you holding your wrist in my hands. The bell rang and we stood in the hall, you didn't even look at me. I still couldn't say anything, but I thought I should. When you finally looked at me I managed a smile. I put everything into that smile, my acceptance, my love, but also the truth. I'm not gay, I don't love you the way you love me. But I want t

God loved the two girls at the end of my street. Everywhere they went, they went together, hand-in-hand so they didn't get lost, laughing at everything and nothing all at once. He was so proud of them. They never stole, they never swore, they brushed their teeth twice a day and always said their prayers. It was a gift, said the townspeople, that two girls as perfect as they were were born in the same place. an even greater gift, said they, that those two were the best of friends. Long nights spent giggling in rooms with closed doors was a good thing, back then. One day, halfway between their houses and in the middle of th

Can we get a little show? What? Fuck no! Why can't you just leave Leave us alone Stop calling me names. Dyke, lesbo, and you know the rest Your words...They hurt. I forgot how few people accept me My circle of friends seems suddenly smaller But my world now, So much bigger. So? I love a girl. Where's the harm in letting us be.

I am a girl And so are you When you kiss me I feel brand new People might stare They might get mad But they can't understand Nothing they never had My heartbeat flutters My brain is a mess I love you more everyday Not ever less I want to protect you I want you to smile I want you to know You're not a trial Without a doubt You're my mate and soul And without you I might lose control Boys want to fix me Girls only sigh But when I look at you I cannot see why They say we're the same, But we're nothing alike They label us weirdo's, Ugly, and dyke But there's a secret They do not know That our romance Is not just s